Start of love of ideal

It dimly sat all alone.

I am reminded of the reality only of sadness one after another.

As it being overcome by an extraordinary loneliness

Still, the life cannot be cut.

One point was dimly watched and it sat.

Person's footstep has entered the ear back.

Falling and returning do not do and : to the ear of me who is looking down s
lightly.

Someone's footstep was surely heard.

It is scared to call it here somehow.

I felt the slight movement [danisezu] footstep and the sign.

The footstep was approached and stopped in nearby.

It is called. , saying that "Hello".

I cannot see the person straight.

Only the greeting was returned.

The person was an other party of whom I fell in love.

It is not possible to do today though it talks to with a smile if the usual
why.

I gave a lot of care to the bag in hand.

Then, the person said.

, saying that "There are a talk for a moment and will you change the place?"
.

I take side with the person nodding small.

It takes the elevator by two people. It doesn't understand where to go.

The floor of several of the elevator is said to stay and to get off previous
ly.

The person also gets off the back and it enters the room in the presence by
two people.

The person ..hand in the back.. closed the door.

To me who is petrified in the room

It is the person , saying that "Do you need me?".

In a word, he who was the other party of my love said.

I did not understand the meaning and was not able to answer.

After a few seconds pass"It is thought that it becomes it so. "

It solved and I answered.

Then, he slightly approaches me.

It has put out one's arms.

Though I caught it in the weak sight

Without understanding what how becomes it

Being not able even to watch him

The body was left to the arm.

His voice whispered overhead.

If I can do, I want ..".. to help.

It wants to defend you, and it has come to feel it so.

I am not derived of the word to be surprised about the remainder.

However, it was nothing but held firmly and I felt his temperature.

It is not thought that something is said, and looks up slightly.

It was heard, "Is it a real intention?"

He looked down at me and said.

I cannot ..".. say these kind of things by the joke.

Therefore, it is a real intention.

I firmly looked him up for the first time.

And, dear feelings that I was subduing :.

It is noticed to try to be connected here now.

Though the half is dreaminess.

I am a painful reality and the sad past.

A lonely frame of mind is melted by his warmth.

The dream that has continued to forget everything, and to wish for the first
time now

It began to recognize that it started fulfilling by a head not clear as the
duck.

However, because he likes it

I was worried. Though it is glad that love arises here

Then, only I become happy.

He cannot finish is I of the failure each other.

Do it become it because it becomes tired?

I heard it. I am ..".. sick person. You cannot do anything.

When can being together though it need not be glad so much

You are made unhappy.

Then, you are poor.

Then, he raised the volume of the voice more slightly than ahead and said.

It ..".. doesn't say ..the hope of you doing something...

When seem to being able to spend it happily in case of being with you

It came to have felt it recently.

If you rely on it me

Be and to nearby because it wants to stretch forth one's hands

Feelings were spoken here.

I was crying of unconsciousness.

It was salty tears thrown for the first time.

The voice was some day raised and it sobbed with his chest.

When the meaning of the tears runs, it paves it.

He embraced strongly closely.

Two people kept embracing each other for a while.

I managed to keep back tears and said.

It is ..".. glad. I : at time when it met you for the first time.

I liked it very much. However, it was not such a thing remark food.

Because there is a trouble, is a chronic disease, and it is it

It is me who cannot often do.

It was not possible to say even if it was favorite, and even if it wanted to
say, it was not possible to say.

Therefore, what is confessed by you at one time is dreamt and.

Am it good that it is me?It doesn't make it to what.

He said by the serious tone.

If it is not you, it is not significant, and tries ..".. to manage anything
to the last minute.

Because it is thought that the appearance that is desperate and works hard i
s beautiful

Such you like it.

It doesn't hope to another good in it alone.

I finished crying and smiled.

Such I was seen and he also smiled.

A new life of two people : here.

It started ・・・.